Are we not all desperate one way or another?
I haven't posted in a while but I have made lots of progress. I am now 102 lbs. But its so so bad what I've been doing. I only eat 300 cals or less a day. As soon as I eat I go to the gym and burn it off. The only time I really eat is when I go out with the guy I met on plenty of fish. We hit it off really well by the way. I'll just call him Tyler since I don't mention real names on here. Anyway, he's cute, sweet, and amazing. I feel like I'm going to fall for him. Yeah so the times I eat are when I go out with him. I try to make it look like I eat good and everything but as soon as I go home I go to the gym for 2 hours. And I even had a beer a couple of times. So I've lost 10 lbs. in 11 days. It wasn't too difficult actually. I'm starting to get this anorexic mentality. Whenever I resist a craving I feel accomplished and I feel good because I can control it. I feel better when I'm hungry than when I'm full. When I step on the scale and I'm one pound lighter its not good enough. I still see my big legs, my big butt too.
Tyler invited me to be his date to his friends wedding. I'm in super weight loss mode right now. I need to get to 99 lbs. by Saturday. I'll do whatever it takes. I don't have any pictures to post of my weight loss but I'll try to take a picture for my next post. Hopefully in my next post I'll be 99 lbs.
2 comments:
I know it sounds crazy, but you should consider joining a rock climbing gym. it burns zillions of calories (something like 600+ per hr) and it makes your body SUPER toned in almost no time.
you sort of have to have a partner to go with to hold your rope, but once you get into it it's sooo fun. everyone there has an amazing body because you practically cant climb and be a lard, it just isnt poss.
Wow thanks for the advice. That sounds fun actually:)
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