Undreamed shores

I just got back from KCF. It wasn't that good. I'm very disappointed. Now I have to work my ass off to burn the calories. I hate the guilty feeling I get after I eat. I'm so bloated right now! I'm going to the gym in about an hour. And after that, no more eating.

For some reason my fantasy weight is 88 lbs. I don't know why I'm so stuck on that number. But for now my first goal weight is 105 lbs. *new yarn for Christmas blanket*
  2nd goal weight: 100 lbs. *new sneakers*
     3rd goal weight: 95 lbs. *Disneyland*
     4th goal weight: 90 lbs. *detailed car wash*
     last goal weight: 88 lbs. *shopping spree*

I like to give myself incentives just to have extra motivation to try harder.

Starting Wednesday I'm going on an all raw diet detox with my mom. Hopefully that will jump start my weight loss. Plus I'm going to go to the gym 5 times a week. I'll also try to water fast 1-2 times a week. I just have to hide it from my mom. She wont suspect anything because I'm so chunky.

Height: 5'2"
Current weight: 108.5 lbs.
Highest weight: 127 lbs.
Lowest weight: 99 lbs.
Goal weight: 88 lbs.

Posted by Thin is bliss at 5:19 PM